Most of why I am about to open up about, not many people even know about the struggles to get myself where I am today. Ever since I was little my weight has always been up and down. I’ve been an athlete my entire life and played sports year round. Many people assume my journey started back in 2017-2018 when really it has been a journey my entire life. I have been as “skinny” as I am now before, but that was because I did many crash diets, lots of cardio, I’ve struggled with EDs including anorexia and bulimia, took so many fat burners like hydroxycut to “kill my appetite” while working an 11 hour day.